I'll be the one to tuck you in at night,
And if you want to leave, I can guarantee,
You won't find nobody else like me

Sorry, I gotta love that song no matter how old it is :3

SO, this is the special Friday the 13th, and I felt like updating my journal with more sorrow and hopelessness! *dies* At least something GOOD happened to me for once...

Well... it WAS Friday the 13th when I started this journal...

Anywho, you know how I do these things now :3

BAD

Ever since the last journal, I was waiting on the haunted house people to call me about a cast BBQ (where we get our money and see everyone one last time). Well, my dad just called me yesterday for insurance money, and I was waiting on the call for our incentive party. I told dad what was supposed to happen, and I called the cast boss, Dawn. She told me that a lot has happened, and that the ACTUAL boss Kristie broke up with her ex-fiancee and now she's moving out. I can understand the hard times, but I needed the money so I called Kristie and she didn't answer, so I left her a message... and no call back so far... >< Dad said to call them, and if they don't give me my money, he would burn their house down and everything... O.o

To top off the insurance crisis, my car's been doing this thing where the car feels like it will stall, and it doesn't. Once I made it home after job hunting (ANOTHER GODDAMN ISSUE) and I turned off the car. Out of curiosity, I tried turning the car back on... and it didn't go. I was so scared, but my dad is awesome and we got it to life. We dunno what's wrong yet, but I am so pissed at it, I want to blow it up. To add on, my car is getting low on gas, and I still have school to attend... can this get any more sucky?

Going back to job hunting... I HAVE NOT GOTTEN ONE FUCKING INTERVIEW OR EVEN A CONSIDERATION!!! I have been looking into so many places, it's not even funny... Here I am with enough experience to get into a decent job, and it's either we're not hiring or you don't fit what we want... WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?! ARAGH!!!! *huffs* I hate this shit...

With all of this stress, I have been crying more than normal... I even feel like shit every day I get up to the time I go to bed. I just need something... some miracle to help me through this. My mom's having a better time than me! *sighs and hits a wall* She kinda helps me, but my fucking father's doing better than she is! She might provide food and help me with gas once in a while, but that's really it... she's spending money on remodeling and planning to go to LA and do this and do that. What do I have? A room filled with the same shit (it's less now) and I don't have any money...

GOOD

To try an lighten my shitty mood, I have some upside things...

For starters, my BF and I have been together for ten months! It makes me so happy that he's been here for me, and I love him so very much! :3

I got my mom's old T.V from downstairs (since she got this pretty new one,,, >< ) and now I can play games happily and with a bigger screen! My little excitement today... <3

I've been working on some pics, and others need to be inked... My art's here, but it's very hard to draw something when your art sucks DX

My little pet buddy Montie is almost the length of his tank! O.o I know a lot of people don't hear about my buddy boy, but I know he needs love! ^^ He's getting fat too XD

I was wondering if people would like to see some tutorials or something from me because I have some pretty cool techniques with my chibis and pac man people :3 I also can do animated icons (like the one I have now) I will make people one, but I can't use photoshop (lost the program... DX ) I'll get one from dad :3

Anywho, looks like that wraps up my small thing... have a good one

~ Salukichan

PS: OMG!!! WE CAN USE SKINS!!!!!!!!!!!

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