Okay, so I am bored OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND!! Yeah, I wrote fuck probably for the first time on here... I don't have a thing to do unless I want to walk 5 miles to go and visit someone. Yeah right, it's frikin hot as hell. I wish there was wind... and rain... and beautiful weather. Not this crap that I have to deal with for the whole summer vacation!! Oh well, at least I can find something to do...

I get to go to tons of B-days and hangout days so I'm not bored out of my ass or something. I am planning to get art up, but I don't know what yet... I'm having an artist block and I have inking that I still need to do for a meme and... UGH! I am seriously going to explode from frustration and laziness.

On a good note, I got the game program up so I can make my video game and start that, but I have no clue what to start on! I have no instruction manual or anything. Yes,I am going to teach myself!

My friend, which I will not say, has been so busy the last few weeks and it's driving me nuts!! I wish that I could talk to them, but either they have someone over, they're going to bed, they're over at someone's house, not answering their phone, or just "busy". I wish I could just talk and not have anything to worry about like sleep or doing something. I get so lonely... I wish I could have someone call me and talk to me instead of me calling them.

My BF's in trouble and I can't even talk to him. I wish I could. I still feel bad how I acted the last week of school. I feel like a bad GF for "avoiding him". I'm hoping he'll be at my birthday party so I could talk to him and make sure that everything's okay.

Well, I'm taking my written on the 10th of July so I can drive finally. I still need to find a job too... -_-

Signing off and remember that you might be lonely, you're not the only one

--Salukichan